June 18, 2005

Chicago and then some!

I was out in Chicago from the 10th of June thru the 14th of June. I fell in love with the city. What an awesome place to be. At least compared to Arizona. I went to Chicago for the HOW Design Conference. I came home with a million questions about my life, future, relationships.

Simple things can sometimes make a big difference. Coming to Arizona seemed like the saddest thing in the world. I want to live there, though since I have not seen the winter, I better keep my mouth shut until then.

~ Devon, Melissa, Bryn, Me ~

In Chicago I discovered that I could still have fun. That you can connect with people in a matter of days and actually miss them, actually care for them, and actually think of them as you're doing things out and about. That you can see yourself a little better when you're alone. That a walking town makes me happy! That I need to get out of Arizona. That I'm still 26, not 60. That I need to invest in my career more. That I need to move forward with my plans and not think or analyze my actions too much. That we have one life and we must live it! That I'm starting to dislike religion. I can explain that one later. That I have spanish eyes! ;P

I wish I could express every detail of how my brain is functioning right now, but I can't. Some thoughts are meant to be private. Each moment in Chicago has changed me and I don't think I'll ever be the same!


devon said...

wow girlie. sounds like you got a lot on your plate. don't forget what is real and what is smoke and mirrors though.

you sound like a city girl. no doubt.

miss ya!!!!!

Princesa de Chocolate said...

Devon, man, I love what you said... what is smoke and mirrors. :) I miss you too! I'm gonna visit all my howies before you know it. Including you! :)

BV said...

Too many deep thoughts :-)

Princesa de Chocolate said...

I couldn't agree with you more! :) 100%